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Name: melissa mae
Country: United States
State: California
Metro: Los Angeles
Gender: Female
Interests: God, family, friends, life, rocketship park, curious george, music, public transportation, Lost, The Office, naps, perfect weather
Expertise: ♥♥♥
Occupation: Student
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Member Since:
8/19/2004
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| rico reminded me of xanga.
i'm going to see the fray and eisley tomorrow!
or tonight rather.
and jamie cullum/LA philharmonic on friday.
and my CSET is the very next saturday morning.
screwed.
this summer is beautiful.
and i love the new rocket summer album.
get it and listen.
so far this has been the most life changing year for me.
well 'til next year.
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| do people still even
use xanga nowadays? probably. i'm still stuck on my livejournal. it's
been well over 5 years since i've started that thing. it'll become a
novel someday, i promise.
i totally forgot about this thing, it's been over a year since i've
last updated. and what a year it has been, my friends. i'm not going to
go into at all because it'll take another year to update it all. let's
just say i've lost a few friends but made new and amazing ones along
the way. i am in my third year of college at CSULB. i work at a private
school as an afterschool worker three days a week and i work at Urban
Outfitters on the weekends. yes i am a full time gal. sometimes too
full time. i'm pretty burnt out right now. and i am also awake at 3 am
in the morning with tasks still needed for completion. i love God, my
family, and my beautiful friends. they keep me sane in this crazy world
we live in. and i couldn't be more thankful. i guess i'm having a good
time with life right now.
i hope life is grand for all of you.
til next year, take good care of yourselves. 
much much love!
xo
melissa
ps. Copeland is still very much love.
go buy their new album, Eat, Sleep, Repeat out October 31st!!
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| If I don't say this now
I will surely break
As I'm leaving the one
I want to take
Forgive the urgency but
hurry up and wait
My heart has started to separate
Oh, oh, oh, Oh, oh, oh be my baby
Oh, oh, oh I'll look after you
There now, steady love
so few come and don't go
Will you won't you
be the one I always know
When I'm losing control
the city spins around
You're the only one
who knows you slow it down
Oh, oh, oh, Oh, oh, oh be my baby
Oh, oh, oh I'll look after you
If ever there was a doubt
My love, she leans into me
This most assuredly counts
She says most assuredly
Oh, oh, oh, Oh, oh, oh be my baby
Oh, oh, oh I'll look after you
It's always have and never hold
You've begun to feel like home
What's mine is yours to leave or take
What's mine is yours to make your own
Oh, oh, oh, Oh, oh, oh be my baby
Oh, oh, oh I'll look after you
i know,
it's beautiful.
but you have to hear it.
i'm pretty sure they're one of my favorites now.
The Fray.
go check them out.
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| i miss Copeland.
i miss a lot of things.
and sometimes it can't be helped.
change is tricky little bastard.
especially changes i've seen in people.
so many changes has been made this summer.
i'm not sure if i should just settle with what's going on now.
or strive for more.
my current overused phrase:
"I don't know."
i really don't.
i'm beyond the point of frustration and perplexity.
nothing helps anymore. | | |
| okay i was just hit with this sudden rush of sadness. i was reading
over my old xanga comments (almost typed lj) and i read over uti's
comment. everything has been so "octavia" lately. i read some recent
articles on that guy who drove the car and killed her and her mom. and
jess showed me this description from one of the articles about the
scene of the accident. it was heartbreaking reading that. and i was
just reading madeline's old xanga. and there were pictures of us in my
pretty
car. that i had to go an crash...twice. yes folks, twice. and now it's
all ruined. and it made me so sad to see those pictures.cause i
freakin' miss that
car to death. :(
and not to mention that this semester of college has been especially tough for
me. i'm not doing so swell in my classes. and i'm having a hard time
attending class altogether. and i'm having drama with my family. it's
really confusing. and i'm not sure what to do anymore. but i am
thankful for what i have. and how my closest friends have been there
for me through everything. i love you guys. and i miss the ones that
are far away. i can't wait till the summer. although i'll still be
taking classes at elco during the summer i'm satisfied enough with the
fact that everyone will be home and the sun will be out. and i can
finally touch up on my non existent surfing skills. .
but let me get through this semester first.
there are only 5 weeks or so left.
it's now or never.
and right now isn't looking so good.
i'm retarded.
 xoxo
ps. copeland is love.
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